Dear Mr.Shaw*
The "we" I once knew is over. Once the love was gone, so was the friendship. You never mentioned that happening. You were the 1st thing I put all of my heart into, now we're shattered like a picture in a frame. But as I've always said...if you're alive....and I'm alive...somewhere....that's together enough for me. Because if I should walk down the street and catch a glimpse of you and never be seen, but know you are in good health, I can live happily with your absence... Which is funny, cuz if i was over this, couldn't I readily call you by your 1st name and not the last, and without wincing...That name that was so dear and presious...I haven't learned completely how to rescue myself from myself like you did, but I'm learning, I dnt even have to jog in the rain anymore...soo...see yaaa....'round...somewhere...or maybe never...Just breathe..and that'll be air enough for me
Love always
your Kira
*Remeber, names are always changed in my blogs and do not always target or refer to a person specifically, but sometimes just a specific situation or place, or time...

